You might not see it now but it will become visible as you venture deeper into life..

You might not see it now but it will become visible as you venture deeper into life..

Monday, November 19, 2012

HADI ' S DAY





Finally, it was The Day. I woke up with my heart beating fast. My mouth felt bitter and I was also feeling a bit suffocated. I was not sick, I was merely feeling nervous and anxious . Well, on this very day the UPSR results would be out  and what could the fate be for Hadi? I took a deep breath and called up his teacher. I just wanted to hear it first before it was announced in the hall. It was going to be the same every year and had become the school's tradition. The teacher simply said InsyaAllah over and over again. I couldn't believe my ears! Hadi, my son obtained straight As ! Alhamdulillah.. Thank you Allah...Congratulations to the school, SKPB  for the achievement as the school with the most 5As students in Pahang! Thank you to all the teachers especially Year 6 teachers! Thank you also to his tuition teacher, Cikgu Al k.. May Allah Bless All of You Always.
 

 
 
 

 




Finally, Hadi could sigh in relief!




















 

Happy faces of All 2012 achievers. Congratulations to All !



Sunday, November 4, 2012

KNOWLEDGE

A few months back I came across an interesting entry by a blogger. She was responding to some unpleasant comments in her blog. In my opinion, she had handled all the comments brilliantly. Instead of being emotional, she chose to answer in a plain and simple way which I found to be so inspiring and to an extent reflecting her moral excellence.One of the comments was quite cynical. It said, "You write as if you know about everything. However, at times you seem to lack certain knowledge.'' The following was her humble response :
"This is my idea of writing. I write about the things I know. It will then lead me to other things that I do not know. Then, I share. It is like sharing a few bowls of porridge with your neighbours. When they return the bowls, the bowls come back with different dishes. That is how you add to your knowledge. Nevertheless, I may not have the knowledge that you have or the answers to your questions for knowledge is like the sea, the more you swim, the wider it gets. That is the reason why there will always be questions that I might not be able to answer and also things that I do not know of ."

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

WHEN I WAS LITTLE


The teacher said, ‘No shorts eh, in your underwear then!’ Alamak! Only then I realized that I had forgotten to bring along my PE (Physical Education) shorts to school!‘That’s it! I’m finished!’ By then, I was already imagining myself running around the school field, which was beside the town’s main road, in my underwear! ‘Adus! I’m in for the biggest embarrassment of my life! What should I do? What should I do? I definitely do not want myself to be seen “half naked” by so many naughty eyes out there! No way! I’ve got to get myself out of this mess! But how?’ I heard the teacher blowing the whistle and saying out, ‘Hurry up girls! The ones without shorts, either you sweep the floor or come out in your underwear and play!’ I quickly looked around me. There were five of us and only three brooms to grab. All five dashed to the corner of the class with the same intention!
'Ok girl, go get the broom  or become the one being laughed at in the field!' I told myself.

I managed to get hold of a broom but unfortunately I was not the only one aiming for it. Another girl also grabbed the broom and the next few minutes saw us fighting for the broom! The girl showed no signs of giving up and neither was I! No way I was  going to let this girl get the broom! My mind was racing against time! I was thinking hard for a way to make the girl give in to me. Ahah! I know! I then pulled with all my might , held the broom high and hit the girl’s head with it! She screamed out loudly and immediately  let go of the broom. Ha! Ha! Nasty me! The teacher came to check on us but to my surprise, the girl did not reveal the incident to the teacher! Was she scared of me? Anyway, I got the broom and she had  to do PE in her underwear!

Thinking back, it still makes me ache with laughter! But do not get me wrong, I do have some regrets ... If only the teacher  was kinder to us….

Monday, October 22, 2012

SUNFLOWER POEM

Sunflowers

Sunflower, sunflower, I love you
You look so gay and bright

Sunflower, sunflower, I love you
You make me think of light


When I see your cheerful face
I want to dance and sing

Sunflower, sunflower I love you
You make me think of spring! 



 By Swapna Dutta; Illustration by Sudheer Nath

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

SUNFLOWER QUOTES

Every Friend Is To The Other A Sun, And A Sunflower Also. He Attracts And Follows.

Jean Paul Richter quotes. (German Novelist and Humorist, 1763 - 1825)
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"Attention Shifted To Him Like Sunflowers Turning To The Sun." 
Khaled Hosseini quotes .

" We're All Golden Sunflowers Inside. "
Allen Ginsberg quotes .
www.goodreads.com

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Tuesday, October 16, 2012

AN IMAGINARY SCENE

AN IMAGINARY SCENE FOR RATTINGAN'S ADVENTURE STORY.
Written on January 10, 1989. An assignment for Mr. Malachi Edwin for MT047 class.

( Roxana enters and stands impassively before Alexander. After introducing Roxana to Alexander, Ptolemy leaves them to discuss on their own. Alexander who is sitting on the throne, holds out his hand. Roxana moves to the divan near the throne and sits down, with eyes lowered.)

Alexander : How do find my place?
Roxana : Most comfortable, thank you.
Alexander : Roxana, my officer and I had a talk just now and we had discussed your fate.
Roxana : (raises her head) My fate? What do you mean ? I do not understand.
Alexandre : (smiling) My officer, Ptolemy suggested that I should marry you and ...
Roxana : (cutting short his words) And betray my promise to marry the King of India and be a traitor to the Bactrian nations ? Is that what you are saying ? I can decide on my own future if you must know.
Alexander : (rising) Roxana, just let's not make things worse. Just agree to the suggestion and no harm will be done.
Roxana : Why should I marry the one I do not love ? This isn't marriage for me!
Alexander : (warningly) Are you aware of what is going to happen to you if you refuse the offer ? I will throw your head to your father as a gift !
Roxana : (bravely) It's better than living with a mad man!
Alexander : (angrily) Yes, I will indeed fulfill your wish. You can refuse my offer to become the Queen of Macedonia if that is what your bold heart desires. And, I will not have you killed my dear. But, there will be no more future for you as I will fight your father and the King of India! My heart assures me that I will win the battles and they will die ! I will make you suffer Roxana, mark my words!
Roxana : (fearfully) You could not mean what you say..
Alexander : (placidly) Alexander of Macedon will never betray his words!
Roxana : (miserably) You have taken all hopes from me Alexander. By words, I will have to marry you and lead a miserable life as your wife. But you Alexander, will have all the opportunities to pacify Bactria easily then, and have my father kneel down at your feet! His son -in-law's disgusting feet! Oh father...forgive me.
Alexander : (chuckling) I do not leave you with any choice, do I?
Roxana : (tearfully) No - no, I won't let you do it!

(Roxana rises from the divan and runs to a table at the corner of the room. There is a dagger on the table. She grabs it and faces Alexander).

Roxana : (warningly) If you think that you can take me so easily, you are wrong Alexander. I'd rather die than lose my dignity.
Alexander : (moving closer) Now- Roxana...
Roxana : (warningly) Don't come any nearer! I will put this knife in my chest if you get any closer!

(Before she can finish her words, Alexander rushes to her , grabs the dagger and throws it onto the floor. Roxana lets out a cry and falls to her knees.)

Alexander : (whispering into her ears) That was a nice try Roxana. You must never try it again..
Roxana : (between sobs) You would never let me choose my own fate, wouldn't  you? Not even a weak princess like me.
Alexander : (boldly) I am invincible Roxana!!
(pauses) Come,  (holding out his hand) let's start a new life.
Roxana : (raises her head) Yes, a whole new life with an invincible man.
(and she takes his hand)

Sunday, October 14, 2012

THE HARD WAY

Let me share with you this story. I really hope it will somehow remind us of  how important it is not to misjudge people as well as not to do things without thinking twice. 
A lady submitted her form online applying for a long leave for a festive occasion. The boss had been kept updated but due to his packed schedule decided to look at it again the following week as the requested dates were two weeks away. The lady, however was a little impatient and was very upset with the boss whom she thought denied her of her rights. Thus, she decided to make her feelings known to her colleagues by expressing her dissatisfaction in the Facebook. She purposely mentioned her boss's name accompanied by some ugly remarks about the boss. 
Her action was questioned by her colleagues but she dismissed it by saying there was no way the boss was going to find out about her comments as he was not her Facebook friend. Her mistake was to be so confident about this. She forgot that among her 'friends' were also colleagues of the boss! Sure in for the surprise of her life!
How did the boss get to know about this? Emm, among the many 'friends' who read her comments was a manager who also worked for the same company. This manager then called up her boss to get a clear picture of what really happened between them. The bossinnocent as he was, was truly surprised and shared his side of the story.
The manager was very upset with the whole thing. Want to know why? The manager told the boss that prior to this incident, she was considering a promotion for this lady. As she had shown her "unethical true colors", the manager had a second thought and decided that she was not the suitable candidate for the post after all. The boss could not do anything to help as the damage had been done. So what do you learn from this ?
Yes, never use this medium to express your anger or dissatisfaction over something or someone. You never know who could be reading your comments and what the consequences would be. If you are unlucky, it  can cause you some life opportunities.  Remember not to reveal other people' s Aib or to put them in such a situation as it might just get back at you and sometimes even worse than what you do; as the saying goes, what goes around, comes around! All in all, let's not be the one who has to learn things the hard way!

Sunday, October 7, 2012

WHEN SHE WAS LITTLE


STORY I

Along came to me and said, 
"Mom, there’s someone at the gate." 
"Oh really, who could it be dear?" I smiled down at Along who was then only 3 years old. 
"It’s Superman Mom!" She said excitedly.
"What? Superman!"
By then, I could not think right anymore. All sorts of things came to my mind when she said Superman. Who could it be? A lunatic maybe in just his underwear with a cloak wrapping his body? If there was one out there, what should I do?  I was beginning to worry even more! I decided to check on this so called Superman at the gate. So I took a peek through the window. SubhanAllah... budak ni! It was not a Super man after all! It was actually The Postman with some letters to deliver!

STORY II

Along came home with an exciting news. 
“Mom, guess what ! I am chosen for a sprinting event!” 
“Wow!That’s wonderful dear!What event are you taking part in? 100 metres, 400 metres?” 
“No Mom,” she said proudly, "It’s the 100 kilometre event!" Hei, ada ada saje budak ni !!

Saturday, October 6, 2012

OUCHHH ..

Oh dear! Do you know what happen to me yesterday ? It was so embarrassing! Adus, malunya! Even thinking about it now makes my face hot with embarrassment ! It happened at the cafeteria. I was on my way to the office after clocking in. I did not notice that the floor was wet and slippery. That was when I slipped and fell hard onto the floor ! People? Of course there were quite a number of people there ; it was at the cafe remember ! Thank God, Wahida my colleague was there! It was such a relief to see her after such a misfortune! Thank you so much Wahid! Alhamdulillah, there are no broken bones or sprained ankles due to the incident except for pain in my left arm. I take it as "kaffarah" for some wrongdoings I might have committed. May Allah swt always forgive us of our sins. Astaghfirullahaladzim and Alhamdulillah.



Saturday, September 22, 2012

SUNFLOWER COLLECTIONS

Let me tell you about my passion...I love sunflowers so much. I would not have any second thought when it comes to buying anything  with a sunflower motive or design. I have quite an adorable collection of items that come with this motive. Here they are !

 


My favourite tray.



Given by my student, Shafy.




Bought this on my birthday years back in Bangi




Bought this in Kelantan




Small Hook




Wall clock




Containers for letters and keys





Salt and pepper shakers




My cookie jar tray








A bowl , a ring and a pen holder




Wooden Egg




Bathroom Organizer




Mugs




Napkin  holder




Book markers




Coasters




Forks and Spoons bought in Korea




Hair pin, keychain and fridge magnets




Bought in Vietnam




Plates bought in Bangi


Tuesday, September 18, 2012

RAYA IN BEIJING

Such an unforgettable trip!! Emm, what made it so memorable ? Well, we had the chance perform Eidul Adha solah at  the oldest mosque in Beijing ! My kids, abang and I were very excited that morning. We left the hotel early that day, as the tour guide said that mornings in Beijing were hectic. 
When we reached the mosque,  Muslims of different races were already at the mosque waiting for the Eidul Adha Solah call. The weather was fine but very cold ....brrrrr...... and here are some of the snapshots taken !! Brrr....grrrr...


Muslims in Beijing


Niu Jie Mosque



  Spotlessly clean and unique praying mats



Imam



 Long stretch of green carpets used for praying



  

Beautiful interior  of the mosque





  
Eidul Adha Khutbah 




Assumed " Raya Cookies " !! Quite nice, sold outside the mosque.


 All ready for Qurban




 Happy faces of Malaysian  students met at the mosque!

 Hope to visit China again one day ! InsyaAllah..

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

INNOCENCE

Mom, you should read this card!
What card adik ? 
Ala, kad raya la mom from my friend, Iffah.
Oo, Iffah. Come, let me look at it. Hmm, quite nice.
Wait till you read what she wrote for me. 
So, I read the card. Her friend wrote, " Assalamualaikum Nadia ! How are you? I'm sorry for the times I made you angry. I know, I always make you angry, like when I called you names. But I think, Alia is worse, she is the one that must say sorry to you. Yes, she sure has a lot of sorrys to say. Ok, I wish you Selamat Hari Raya dan Maaf Zahir Batin. Remember me when you eat chocolate chip cookies eh !"
Aik, sambil mintak maaf sempat lagi mengata tu ( saying sorry but at the same time passing comments  about another friend). I found this very funny. Ya, kids are always saying things straight from their heart. They say what they think. They just pour their heart out and usually without any bad intention. Vishvanath Seshadri (2009) in his blog " Values for Life " wrote, "A child's mind is not crooked or scheming. It is simple, straight, open and transparent. The child is honest about what he wants, likes and dislikes. He will not hide things and speaks what he thinks. "
True, I would say. They are just lovable innocent beings who need our guidance to help them make the right choices in life. Ignoring their needs would certainly lead to some uncertainties which later on might contribute to an increase of social problems in the future. 
Adios !

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

SNORES

       I had this strong urge to go to the restroom. The restroom had a long row of cubicles and it was rather dark inside. Surprisingly, I was not at all bothered by this. My intention was just that. On my way out, I heard my name being called out. Ya Allah, the voice was deep and did not sound human at all ! It was calling out my name in this somewhat spooky manner : Aanisszzzzz, Aaanisszzzz...... I was by then, shaking badly and torn between whether to run for my life or to walk out of the restroom as calmly as I could. Either one I still had to pass that voice. Not knowing what to do, I decided to close my eyes and started to pray really hard hoping for a miracle to happen. After a few minutes I opened my eyes and saw that I was no longer in the restroom. Instead I was in my own bedroom lying on my bed. Phew ! What a relief ! It was just a bad dream after all ! Thank God !
However, I got the shock of my life when I heard the voice again! Oh No ! It is now in the room with me! Oh dear! I was so scared that I did not dare to move an inch. And to make it worse, the sound was so close ; just next to me. Oh God ! Don' t tell me it came out of the dream! I listened carefully and then turned to look at Abang. Eh, why is this sound coming from Abang ? Laa, rupanya it was his snores. However, the strange part was, it sounded just like my name. Somewhat like this... Aaanisssszzzz, Anissszzzz.. Ha ha ha! It was actually the sound of Abang snoring ! But why did it sound like that ? How strange...
So, I teased him the next morning.
Yeah, I know why. You love me so much that even in your sleep you just could not take your mind off me. That 's why you were snoring my name away..... asanisszzz anisszzzz.
Ha ha! I love u too abangzzzz...aabangzzzzzzzzz.

Monday, August 27, 2012

HAPPY EID MUBARAK

Hi there! SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI DAN MAAF ZAHIR BATIN! Hari Raya is always a time when you get to meet relatives and close friends whom you might have not seen or talked to for quite some time. This is actually the blessing that comes with Hari Raya. Well, here are a few snapshots taken during this wonderful festive season !




Honey cornflakes made by the kids ! 


A must serve cookie on hari raya ! It's called "Biskut Kerang".  Also made by the kids and of course under strict supervision of Grandma !




Mom's delicious chicken rendang.




Cookie jars ready to be filled-up with delightful cookies!



All set !



My " beautiful " son ! Taken on the morning of the first day of Hari Raya.



It was five years ago when I last met these " stalkers " ! Ha ! Ha!



Yummy cakes  at my sister's house.




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 Ok, those are all ! Amateur remember ? Ok friends, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI AND MAAF ZAHIR BATIN.